Showing posts with label can't believe it. Show all posts
Showing posts with label can't believe it. Show all posts

Thursday, November 20, 2014

Optimism (Survivng NaNoWriMo #4)

Hello all! You might have noticed that I have hit the 50k goal for NaNoWriMo, which makes me very happy. Expect a celebratory post at the end of the month/whenever I actually finish this rough draft. 50k and going strong for maybe 5k more!

Anyway, tonight I'm feeling a bit down and I find the best thing to do when I'm a little sad is to encourage other people. There's nothing better. :)

Some Much Needed Positivity

I am an optimist. Truly. I believe in hoping for the best, and I am something of an idealist. However, sometimes I get burnt out. For instance, a few days ago I sat across the table from my mom at a local Pizza Hut and proposed that instead of going to college I would like to buy an airstream and move out into the middle of the woods with nothing but a cat, a laptop, some clothes, and some food. My optimism failed a little there, overwhelmed by the options and obstacles that seem so insurmountable.

I do the same with my writing. I am a person who easily will give up on things, less so now than I used to be, but still prone to lapse back into the "I'm done" mindset. Some days, this .gif sums up my life.
As I have said before, at heart, I am Bilbo Baggins.

I digress. A few days ago I stumbled upon some lovely Pinterest posts tagged "Writer Positivity". These little gems are what they advertise themselves as: little pieces of sunshine for struggling writers. They truly brightened my day, and inspired me. I want to pass a little bit of that inspiration on to you.

One day you're going to be someone's favorite author.
When they're listing off people who have made a difference in their life, you'll be one of the first names to come up.
Someone out there will list you as their inspiration.
Someone out there will clutch your book as close to their heart as they can. Someone will hold it tight and never let it go because you know what?
They know now that someone understands them.
They open those pages and they realize that they are not alone. They lose themselves in your story because that's the one place they feel they are found. 
Some of them will rave to others about your book, saying "You simply have to read this book!"
Some of them will say nothing at all, but your book will always sit on their nightstand, waiting for them if they ever can't sleep at night because they feel unloved.
People will shed tears over your book. People will go on Tumblr and type angry rants because they love your book so much.
Someone will squeal just thinking about the next book you're going to write.

One day someone is going to email you, telling you just what that book you wrote means to them.
"You changed my life."
"You inspired me to write."
"You gave me hope."
You'll email back, unable to believe that your story, the story you nearly gave up on, could touch someone's heart so deeply.
When they see your name in the email inbox, their hands will begin to shake with excitement.
Because you will mean so much to that person.

One day you'll be signing books. 
You'll be tired and your hand will hurt from gripping a pen. Maybe you'll be on your phone checking the weather. Maybe you'll be about to go for lunch.
Someone will walk up to your table, holding your book and smiling at the ground.
"Hello."
They'll nod in reply, trying to speak but unable. They may stammer something about how much they love your book.
"Who's your favorite character?" you'll ask.
They'll answer, still barely able to speak because you have become such a legend to them.
You'll shake your head, remembering the manuscript that no publisher would accept.

Someone will always carry your story in their heart.
Maybe it's just one line.
It will stick with them and they will keep it. They will hold it. They will carry it always.
They will share it with others.
Your story will change lives.
Your story matters.
Your story will shake someone's world.

However, this will only happen if you write it.
And you can.
You can write it. You can finish it. You can revise it and you can make it something to be proud of.

You can change someone's life with your story.
So tell it.

Don't worry, it's a happy tear.



Monday, November 3, 2014

So Far, So... (Surviving NaNo #1)

Hello all!
It's been a little while since I last blogged, but what with NaNoWriMo finally starting up, I've been pretty busy trying to not only meet the goal, but exceed it because I know some days I won't have so much self discipline.

This post it just a little update about how things are going so far. If you look at that neat litte gadget on the side of my blog, over here --> you can see my current wordcount. I hit my personal 10,000 word goal today, which meant writing 5,000 words just today. It puts me well ahead of the recommended schedule, which makes me very happy. 1/5 of the way there! Here's some more little facts about the journey so far.

1) My outline remains unfinished

Yes, that pesky outline. I've got almost 30 scenes plotted out, so there's no real sense of urgency. I have been following it, but rather loosely. It has proven itself invaluable time and time again. I don't think I will ever attempt a story without one at this point.


2) No characters have died... yet.

Yes, it is true. There has been no death as of this moment.
However, a certain character doesn't have much longer to go.


3) This venture has involved me getting up earlier in the mornings

The time change certainly aided this. I am now waking up at 6:30, versus 7:00 as my normal wake up time.
I can't say I'm enjoying it.

4) I've listened to the Les Miserables soundtrack more times than any sane human should.


What? It's good music.
By the way, I blame my friend for getting me addicted to it.


5) I've met some amazing people on the NaNoWriMo forums.

Writers are awesome. We're all just as crazy as all get out, and it's always a good time when a bunch of us get together. Shoutout to the people of the Christian Teens Together! thread. And members of the AWSTOCC (Authors Who Ship Their Own Characters Club). Yes, it's a real thing.


6) Every day so far I've exceeded the daily count and hit the one for the next day or even several days ahead.

Yes, I'm rather proud of myself for this.


7) My story is actually going very well.

So far, no major roadblocks. I've used a sprinting strategy where I set a timer for fifteen minutes and write like I'm on fire. I average about 500 words in fifteen minutes. So far, that strategy has yet to fail me. Let's pray it continues going this way.

So, there's my summary so far of Day Three for NaNoWriMo! I'd love to hear how your novels are going, as well. Feel free to comment your questions or responses in the boxes below. :) Bonne nuit!







Sunday, October 26, 2014

Vene Vidi Vici

The highly improbable had happened.
I kid you not! Something I have, for many years, considered to be beyond my reach has finally occurred.

I finished the rough draft of a novel.

Yes thank you Faramir and Eowyn.
By the way, I ship it.
Just so you know.
Yes, the news is true! A rough draft has been COMPLETED, as of October the 26th, 2014, at approximately 4:30 PM CT.

A Quick Recap of the Journey

Early this year, I got an idea for a novel. As with every novel idea, it hit me like lightning. I thought it had potential. Still, there was the struggle: I did not know if it was wise to take on yet another story that would surely lie around, unfinished, for months, or even years.
The struggle was real.

However, I decided to commit. Yes, I was going to write this novel. So I sat down and I began.
With the furious passion of a brand new idea, the promise of a brand new story, the beginning almost effortlessly took shape.
I typed with a vigor that cannot be explained.

But then.
The beginning ended. Suddenly, it was harder. The ideas weren't coming so quickly; the ones I had were too far away. How do "real authors" cope? This cannot be!

So I paused. I took a step back and a very deep breath.
Then I began a process that was also a first.
I began to outline my story.


Yes, it was a daunting task, but I made it. The outline was completed and I began my story in earnest.
But yet again, I encountered resistance.
I was spreading myself too thin, focusing on too many stories at once, and not writing often enough.
After a summer camp, in late July,where God really spoke to my heart about several things, I decided it was time to get serious.

500 words a day, every day. At that rate, I knew I could finish a first draft by Christmas. I was strong and steady for the rest of summer.
Then, alas, things changed.
I started.... college.

On college days I allowed myself to do only 300 words.
I was on and off, not always doing what I should but writing at least four times a week.
In early October I made the commitment to do NaNoWriMo, which meant I needed to up my word count to 1000 words a day in order to prepare and finish my current novel. It was an even more daunting task, but I pushed forward with superhuman ability and much caffeine.
Little known fact: for the first week I bribed myself with
Smarties. You know, the little candies in the rolls?
For every hundred words, I received on piece.
It worked.

I cannot lie, it was difficult. Many times I wanted to throw things and forget about writing, ever. I got annoyed with my characters and with my plot, plus it was rough draft so it was automatically not my best work. However, I could not turn back.

So I persevered.
Until today.
The final sentence was writ. The final battle ended. My plot lines were tied up nice and neatly.
All the arcs were ended, every gate closed.
Well, the rough draft anyway.

I can scarcely believe I have done it. I have completed a thought. It has a beginning, a middle, and an end. Yes, it's too short. Yes, it's horrible. Yes, it's out of order.
But it's my story and I have finished it. I have told it once, and it is out there now. All I have to do is polish it and make it shine. Yes, the process will be long and hard, but I am halfway there.
I know I couldn't have done it without God. He inspires me in a million ways. I'm also deeply indebted to my friends, for their constant encouragement.

So, what now? Well. come November first, there's a shiny new novel waiting to be written. One that still needs to be outlined and fleshed out before that date.
Perhaps in a few months I will come back to this story and look at it once again.
For now, I am glad to put it away.